Trade offs

Each day I wake up the first thing I think is, how long is this day going to be? I know it's probably a strange way to start out the day, but I swear these days lately are so long. Maybe it's because it's been really cold here, we haven't had a temperature above freezing in nearly a month. Perhaps it's because of the terrible inversion that comes with the freezing weather or the dense fog that when combined with that inversion could make me think I'm alone in this little house, out in the middle of nowhere. Some days, the boys and I stay in our pajamas all day, something I'm trying to make a better effort at since my neighbor stopped by last week at 2:00 in the afternoon only to find us all still in our PJ's. I thought I'd feel better once the nausea finally stopped but so far, other than not running to the toilet every hour, I'm still exhausted and consider it a successful day if I vacuum one room or empty the dishwasher. I got the basic's down and most days I remember to change diapers and feed Peanut and Walnut, but it seems like anything above and beyond that will just have to wait. Wait for what I'm not sure, my last two pregnancies I felt great after the first trimester, I had energy and got things done before I got too big. This time around I just feel tired, maybe the twins are sucking twice the energy from me or maybe I'm just old and lazy, either way at the rate I'm growing I'll be to fat to get around even if I do get any last minute bursts of energy. My belly is growing at an amazing rate, I'm already having problems carrying Walnut, and I can see I won't be able to pick him up much longer. Oh well, I guess that's the trade off for having two babies at once.